27th August 2016
“Ye mandir tera harta andhiyara,” sang Br Vikrambhai in his powerful voice. This song, a riveting composition of his, was perfect for the Jin Sthapna at Br Vinubhai and Br. Minalben’s home that seemed to have emerged from a spiritual oasis.
The word ‘Pratistha’ in Gujarati, means consecration of the idol of our Tirthankar Bhagwan. When this very vital ceremony, akin to invoking God to bless the home, is to be done at the home of not one, but two Brahmanishts who have already amalgamated themselves with the lord that resides within, it becomes an event twice coveted for mumukshus of Shree Raj Saubhag Ashram.
Mother Nature, too, had decided to play the perfect host. The rains had stopped, the sea was settled, and the sun, in between playing peekaboo with the clouds, had flooded this white house with bright light. The temple made of white marble with a gold plated pinnacle, gleamed as the rays of the sun embraced it.
Dressed in white and her trademark beaming smile, Br. Minalben glowed. Her eyes radiated inner joy and peace, as she and her family personally welcomed each one of us into her spiritual abode with a loving warmth that only truly evolved souls can muster.
Rupaben and Br. Minalben welcomed P.P. Bhaishree by singing the song, “Sawara Mera Sawara”. Their enthusiasm was contagious and set the mood for P.P. Bhaishree’s discourse. In his swadhyay, P.P. Bhaishree took a hymn on the fourth Tirthankar Abhinandan Swami, which was written by the great Devchandraji Maharaj.
This hymn tracks the journey of a spiritual seeker who has tremendous faith in the Lord but is nonetheless drawn to the worldly life around him. The love in his heart for the Lord arouses a certain curiosity in him about the nature of the Lord. It is then, as he contemplates further, that he decides to free himself from all the shackles binding him, by shifting his focus from the world outside to the world within him.
As he looks within, he realises that all the worldly objects that he has identified himself with, are just the objects Lord Abhinandan Swami has detached himself from. How will he ever bridge this distance between him and his Lord, wonders the disciple.
As his journey forges ahead, the seeker realises that his true nature is merely that of an observer. The change, if any, is taking place only in his external circumstances. His true form continues to be pure and untouched. Even as he realises this, his gaze falls upon his Lord who is resting in profound equanimity. The disciple, who can now appreciate his master’s spiritual greatness, wonders how he would ever get there.
Being a true seeker, he soon finds direction through the study and deep contemplation of the agamas, meditation, and utmost and undeterred faith in the path shown by his Sadguru. As this disciple progresses in his journey, his ability to comprehend the finer nuances of spirituality gets further refined and he increasingly finds himself filled with awe at the magnificence of his Lord. At the same time, he also feels small in comparison.
The wisdom that he has been seeking happiness from objects and relationships, which by nature are both temporary or destructible and illusory, sinks deeper within him. He now realizes that he has been experiencing the momentary happiness of this world in countless past births. But it has inevitably been followed by sadness. He realises that there isn’t a single body form that he hasn’t attained in some birth and there isn’t any pleasure that he hasn’t experienced and not regretted later.
So why o why, wonders the disciple, am I still getting deluded by this worldliness? Why am I wasting this precious human birth on chasing my desires? Why don’t I focus on finding the fragrance that lies within me? Let me now dwell in immortality and not get swayed by this mortal wreath. “My Lord, please be with me as I take up this daunting task,” he beseeches.
Under the refuge of his Lord, recites Devchandra Swami, this seeker now decides to chisel his mind and conquer his mental torments and tribulations by withdrawing from everything that hinders his spiritual evolution. He now starts replacing all his negativity with the positive qualities of his Lord. He trains his mind to be one with the Lord.
Now, his thoughts are filled only with the glory of his Lord, his innumerable qualities and benevolence. He surrenders himself at his Lord’s lotus feet as he seeks salvation in His words and grace.
Growing in oneness with the Lord, this seeker now experiences inner joy and happiness. This awareness is a stage that keeps one detached and untouched, in spite of numerous changes happening around him. Steeped in this awareness, one knows, feels and becomes what he truly is.
O Abhinandan Swami, says the seeker, “Under your shelter, my soul has now attained infinite bliss. I am bathing in the truth, love and purity that you have showered. You have fully awakened my latent Godliness. My saviour, O Abhinandan Swami! You are mine and I shall remain yours forever.”
This in-depth swadhyay, that covered our journey as a seeker left each one of us spellbound. We bowed our heads in reverence and awe that we had a Sadguru like P.P Bhaishree to guide and handhold us; we thanked our Guru and Lord P.P. Bhaishree for laying the entire path to salvation open for us.